Sometimes it feels like the thing that brings us together is the same thing that tears us apart
It sucks how though it may be inevitable,
We still hope for the best
And how things may seem completely incredibly normal when things are just not the same
Circumstances showed that it was all back to normal,
Reality proved that it wasn't
Try sweeping everything under the bed in an attempt to forget,
Only to find that you're actually sleeping on it
One day it goes 'Yay! We have the one thing to bond over. One thing you don't share with no one, but me'
The next goes 'Distance. Distance. Hatred. Only when its necessary'
I mean, its just.. Sad
It gives a totally icky feeling at the pit of the tummy
When everything that was almost perfect suddenly goes off.
Almost as if history's repeating.
Except that the terms are different.
Terms are actually pretty good, this time around
Or were. Were pretty good
Love-hate always veered towards love, not hate
Distance then was nv around
Reconciliation was just a phonecall, or a walk away
The only thing that stood between was the hard-heads, egos and stubborn-ness
No one wanted t admit defeat
This time round
We've admitted, we've sorted
But we're still behind the walls of hatred and distance.
Distance.
Distance.
Excuses.
TRIBUTE
After reading MeiTing's post
I was inspired to do the same :D
Tribute to all the friends who has had a huge influence on my life
The above features people in my year :D
Namely MeiTing, ChuWen, Jessie, Mandy, Melody, WenJie, XuanMing, WooYoung and to some extent, Edwin :D
These people moulded my upper sec life!
And without MT, I dont think i could've lived through sec2. Yes, most of the memories in sec2 involve you, dear!
Without Meiting, Chu, Mandy, Wjie, Xuan, Wooyoung, 3&4I would never be the same. Edwin too :D That one bus ride that kinda defined our sec4 relationship XD
Haha
If anyone of you weren't around, the atmosphere between the lot of us will be completely different
Sure, it would have saved me countless arguments(esp with mandy :x) and scoldings, but it is all worth it
Chuwen is Crazy, my Ear and The one that has endured the most annoyance from me.
Mandy is Crazy, incredibly Random and The best person to lose your eardrums to! (not that its a bad thing :D)
Meiting is Crazy, almost Temperless and a GREAT GREAT GREAT listener (question!!! lolol)
Wenjie is Crazy, Insane and most of the time the Life of the party!
Wooyoung is Crazy, my favourite Bus-buddy (I really miss 165 confiding) and the Life of 3&4 Integrity!
Xuanming is Crazy, Tempremental and the most affectionate boy ever! :D
Without Melody and Jessie, Life after school and during recess is not the same!
No funny funky concerts, and no loud crazy laughing
What would life be, if they weren't around?!?!
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The above feature the two people outside of school :D
Zack and Shuyu :D
Never forgetting Rose Tan!!
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